Dec 09, 2004 12:33
extended day in mrs martha's room.
she just told some kids to sit down, and that it wasn't happy hour in the club.
lol
i fucking hate extended day.
was supposed to stay till six, will only stay till 4:20.
then i will go home to mope and cry.
or maybe go somewhere.
except i dont feel like going anywhere, or doing anything, or seeing anyone.
sound fun?
oohh, yeah.
gma says i get too upset over things.
i have to be upset enough for two people. myself and the other person who doesn't care at all.
i wish they cared.
nancy's bringing me perkacet home today.
they make me feel better. prehaps i'll save them until the weekend so i'll feel like going out.
it's kind of selling out. the pill thing. but it's either that or more of the cutting thing, and the cutting thing's not cool.
i once promised someone who was...well...still is...very important to me that i would stop.
so i'm trying.
anyway, i have to write a brochure for ms. geenens. viva la french riviera...or something like that
je souhaite qu'il reviendrait, donc mon coeur arrêterait de casser
it's too hard to say in english.
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