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I've been living in a fantasy world where I thought I had met the man of my dreams and that we loved each other and that he never lied to me then last week I got a reality check when after he got an email from my cousin saying something like if you don't love her then leave her alone and then I get an email from him saying that it is goodbye forever so he was just playing games then I'm on facebook and in the suggestion box there he is when he said he didn't have a facebook. Not only was I game but he had been lying to me. On another note had a huge falling out with some of my extended family at my cousin's wedding but I'm glad it happened now I don't feel like I
Will have to continue being treated like a child in every situation. After this past week I feel liberated and feel so good about myself and I'm ready for the future. So this week I've been working long shifts to save up for tuition and I am having to get rid of two of my dogs that I didn't want to do but I've been so busy with school and work and things will just get worst when I go to basic and my dad is having surgery and my mom can't take care of 3 dogs, a cat, Jakob and my dad on top of her going to school. So luckily some of my close friends are getting them so I will get to still see them. So tomorrow I'm going to the parade with Jakob and then either Friday night or early Saturday I'm heading to Dothan. But I really need to get some sleep
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