I Wish I Could Drive.

Mar 08, 2005 17:01

I'm still unsure what's up with Chris. I'm sure Kevin just wants to fuck me, nothing more. Which is fine, I suppose, but not what I'm looking for. I am socially inept, and sick of this computer.

I think I'll have to forget about both of them. My crushes were silly. I'm just lonely and clinging to the first guy who'll touch me.

But Chris left such an impact on me in such a short period of time.

Also, I find that I've had nothing to talk about but myself. I'm quite focused on myself lately. In fact, I'm pretty much always focused on myself. That needs to change. Of course, it can't change immediately, but it's one of the things I need to work on.

Now... what else is there to talk about? What to write in my journal?

But is there a problem with talking about yourself, especially in your journal? I think not, at least as far as the journal is concerned. Though, beyond that, am I the kind of person who goes on and on and on about my problems, going "Oh, poor pitiful me!"? I don't think so, but I can't decide that for myself.

Oh, yes. My tagline. My phrase. The phrase that defines much of Adam's character: I wish I could drive.

It just rolled off my fingers. Just like that. I wish I could drive.
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