WHOO!

May 02, 2005 23:45

WAH!

Spring is here! Even if the temperature disagrees, Spring is most assuredly here! My hormones are out of control, saying, "FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!" And I'm pumped full of energy and thrilled and happy and overjoyed that I'll be able to drive Thursday. The first thing I'm going to do... well, first I'm going to drive to work... 'cause I'll have to go back to work after the test, but I'll be doing it ON MY OWN! YAY!!

And my hormones will be raging out of control as they have been doing and as they will be doing for the next few months, as they always do and have always done since I was twelve. And I'll be all WHOO!!

"fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck..."

And then, and then, and then! I'll be able to drive... and go to places where boys who like boys congregate... and be around other boys who like boys... and I won't be the only one... andandand... and... and... it's exciting!

I think I should go run and climb on things. But that won't help. It'll just keep me up. And I can't believe I'm up this late. I have work tomorrow and I'll be tired as fuck"fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck"

But I don't care, 'cause I got energy. And I got pretty guys at work... who never stop talking about their cocks... or fucking girls... ick.

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

Oh, yes. Yes, yes. EXPLODE!

I can't wait until I can drive and drive and drive. All of my money will be drained for gas, though. I can tell. And I can also tell that it'll be THE END OF MY LIFE! It would be so appropriate. From a writer's point of view, it would be the perfect ending to my life. The perfect climax. I get my lisence. Then... I DIE!!

Or it could just be the end of this period of my life. The end of that phase of developing my character. And I continue onwards and upwards and become great. And powerful. And RULE THE WORLD!!

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK

And now... good night. I wave frantically and go lie down.
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