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Today wasn't my day. Yeahh. It wasn't so i'm gunna stick to the good things or almost good things. Well okay the things that don't piss me off.
Lmao. At lunch I was trying to make Dylan, Tom, his friend, Brandon and Stephen sit with us. And they were all up so Cherrelle goes "Shelby go get them while they're standing up!" so i was like okay so I run over there and walk over to Brandon and I go come sit with us and he looked at me and then just ran away really fast. I was like O.o And then I come back to the table and a teacher is looking at me and laughing with Cherrelle and Alyssa. I was like that's not cool. Yeahh. But I got them to sit with us, which was pretty cool. Thennn when we were leaving Cherrelle and Alyssa weree holding hands. I was like, I see how it is. So then i go up to Tom and go "who wants to hold my hand?!" And then Stephen was like "I will". I held it for a second and then I looked at Cherrelle. And then I remembered CHERRELLE LIKES HIM! I was like uh oh. So i let go. And I held hands with Tom and then I think I offended Stephen So i was like it's nothing personal I just can't... I just can't...I felt sorry for him... : ( but i couldn't hold his hand cause cherrelle. I felt so bad! I hating feeling mean. Yeahhh. I think I gave him like a wrong signal or something...Cause after band practice i wa slooking for something in my bag and he came and sat next to me. I was like O.o And then we started talking about his band thing or whatever. I didn't know what he was talking about all I heard was that it was hard to play and it sucks So i was just like I'm sorry and then i got up and told him that I had to leave. O.o I know that kind of sounds mean but like I'm not interested in him and I can't be. So yeah. I feel really bad about that though. : ( But I did give him a hug so that might make up for me being mean!
jksdhksahd Brenden makes me so mad. jkowdjeef ><
But I still love him =D
I think i'm gunna call him...hahaha just to bug him....
I'm taking my digital camera tomorrow, so if you want to be in my myspace find me, so I can take a picture!! Yayyy!