Horrible Night...
Well...it's happened once again. *Sighs* I was changing Spencer after I had gotten him a fresh bottle and put him down for bed. Michael (my brother, his girlfriend and their friend Megan were in his room, and mom had gone to use the bathroom. Well...David and Aiden had gotten out. This time, however, it wasn't a pleasant jaunt next door. They had wandered off at about 8pm. I came back up to the livingroom after I got done with Spencer, and they were gone, not even two minutes had passed. I searched the house, back yard, front yard, neighbor's house, park...they were no where to be found. I told everyone in the house and we all ran. Mom and I took our cars and scoured the town, my brother went on foot. Megn, Crystal and myself were in my car, and we asked three nice ladies down the street if they had seen them. They said that some people got out of a car, took their hands and walked them across the tracks. Said people, having ignored those three ladies, took them across the tracks. When we talked to the ladies we saw them walking back over the tracks towards us. When we started to drive over, rather fast mind you, they started walking faster away from us. We pulled up and cut off their path, all I saw was my precious David with them. I took him, and Megan got him in the car, and we asked where my other boy was. They kept calling him a girl. -.- Well, two people walked out of the darkness with him in tow. The only things I could thing were "Why is he limping a little" and "Why is he not with David?!" Later I found out why. -.- After they were both in the car one of the ladies decided to tell me I needed to watch them better, so I stressed the fact that I have three children, not just two, and I WAS indeed watching them. It's hard to watch children in the livingroom when your youngest child is crying in the back bedroom because he needed a clean diaper and his bottle was empty. So they all got an attitude with me, I of course got one right back and told them to quit calling me a bad mother by stating that I need to pay attention to them, and that we needed better locks. Aby person in their right fucking mind would have talked to those other three ladies and asked them if they knew them. -.- but no....they took them towards their house. *Sighs* My mom called the sheriff, they never showed...after an hour of waiting. I went to change Aiden's pull-ups, and found something I wished I hadn't. His pull-ups were coated in blood and there were no external marks. So I freaked and screamed for my mom, also sent David after her. So she called the sheriff again and they advised I take them to the e.r. tonight. So I did...come to find out Aiden is damaged a bit in thhe rectal area. *Sighs* We have an expert examiner coming out tomorrow to check him again. If it turns out they hurt my baby, they're going to pay dearly for it. Yes I wasn't watching them as I was tending to my youngest, call me a bad mother. I don't give a fuck. I take as good care of my three boys as a single mother can possibly do. Brian helps me out a lot when he's here. Without him with me at the hospital tonight...I probably would have had an anxiety attack. Not only because of what happened to my boys, but because I dislike dealing with police, especially ones that know me on a first name basis, or know my parent(s) on a first name basis. He kept me calm, and we both kept the children calm, which wasn't so hard. They acted as if nothing happened. I just hope Aiden doesn't remmeber any of this. I went through something similar, but I was at least 6 when it happened. I remember it all, every last detail. Getting over something like that doesn't help when the man who did it was your two brother's father...of whom will be here when the holidays hit this year. Brian will be with me for that. *Sighs* As Aiden just fell asleep....I am going to bed. I have much to deal with tomorrow. As I said though...call me what you will, say I am a horrible parent, but you know what...most parents wouldn't realise their kids were gone for some time. It took me less than 3 minutes...as I was tending to my other child. So go for it...tear me apart, but know this...you don't know me, nor how I am and what I do everyday with my kids...so you have no right to judge me. Goodnight.