Update
Sorry I haven't been writing in here lately. I've been getting ready to move into my new house with the kids. Things have been relatively hectic around here lately. So I guess I'll let you guys in on what's been going on. As I explained to Cael earlier.....*Copied and pasted most of it*
My brother and his girlfriend decided they would take the liberty of borrowing my mother's truck to take their friend home. Well, neither of the three have their bloody license. -.- So I get a call from them as I am about to go to bed, stating that they got pulled over and I needed to walk across town and drive the truck home. Mind you I am in excruitiating pain from my brother's dog jumping onto my abdomen causing me to bleed heavily. -.- So Off I walk pissed as hell...and my brother doesn't think he owes me. As I did NOT wake my mother to tell her what the hell they did with her truck. He has the nerve to tell me no he won't watch the baby while I drop off his girlfriend at her place of employment, unless I pay him. I told him hell no I am not paying him because he owes me, which my mother agrees. Yet he has the audacity to ask me to pick him up some fast food in town today, and I refused. I also told him that if he expects money for babysitting, he needs to reimburse me the money for all those times I got his friends for him, and paid for all the things for the parties he sprung on my mom at the last minute, and that if he ever needed to go anywhere he must now pay for the gas for my car.
Throw on top of that...the fact that welfare screwed my stuff up and took an hour to make me a new card for my benefits, which I hate being on welfare but it's all I have for now, the fact that they just told me I need new Medi-cal cards and have not yet recieved them, David can't get his damn physical done for school because of it, I am so emotionally fucked up and drained because I am trying to hold my family together...
and my mom was a bitch the other day. She said I needed to watch my kids better, so I was. I changed Spencer, Aiden then went back up front. After I changed him I wondered why my kids were so quiet, so I go up front to check on them and they're gone. So I look all over the house, next door, everything. Megan, Michael and Charles all said they hadn't seen them and left like nothing had happened. I freaked out, then drove my car to the park and there the fuck they were...my mom had called and had them and had them take my kids to the park and scare me witless to "teach me a lesson". I was doing everything right for once and she pulls that....
My mom never wanted a girl anyway... *Sighs* She wanted all boys. I guess this explains why she treats me the way she does. *Shrugs* Ce'st la vie I suppose. Three more weeks...and I'll be living alone with my kids. *SMiles* That is something I am looking forward to. Now..I need to find something to stop the pain...
My brother and his girlfriend decided they would take the liberty of borrowing my mother's truck to take their friend home. Well, neither of the three have their bloody license. -.- So I get a call from them as I am about to go to bed, stating that they got pulled over and I needed to walk across town and drive the truck home. Mind you I am in excruitiating pain from my brother's dog jumping onto my abdomen causing me to bleed heavily. -.- So Off I walk pissed as hell...and my brother doesn't think he owes me. As I did NOT wake my mother to tell her what the hell they did with her truck. He has the nerve to tell me no he won't watch the baby while I drop off his girlfriend at her place of employment, unless I pay him. I told him hell no I am not paying him because he owes me, which my mother agrees. Yet he has the audacity to ask me to pick him up some fast food in town today, and I refused. I also told him that if he expects money for babysitting, he needs to reimburse me the money for all those times I got his friends for him, and paid for all the things for the parties he sprung on my mom at the last minute, and that if he ever needed to go anywhere he must now pay for the gas for my car.
Throw on top of that...the fact that welfare screwed my stuff up and took an hour to make me a new card for my benefits, which I hate being on welfare but it's all I have for now, the fact that they just told me I need new Medi-cal cards and have not yet recieved them, David can't get his damn physical done for school because of it, I am so emotionally fucked up and drained because I am trying to hold my family together...
and my mom was a bitch the other day. She said I needed to watch my kids better, so I was. I changed Spencer, Aiden then went back up front. After I changed him I wondered why my kids were so quiet, so I go up front to check on them and they're gone. So I look all over the house, next door, everything. Megan, Michael and Charles all said they hadn't seen them and left like nothing had happened. I freaked out, then drove my car to the park and there the fuck they were...my mom had called and had them and had them take my kids to the park and scare me witless to "teach me a lesson". I was doing everything right for once and she pulls that....
My mom never wanted a girl anyway... *Sighs* She wanted all boys. I guess this explains why she treats me the way she does. *Shrugs* Ce'st la vie I suppose. Three more weeks...and I'll be living alone with my kids. *SMiles* That is something I am looking forward to. Now..I need to find something to stop the pain...