Jun 24, 2008 20:48
So this is it. The reason for the emptiness in my head.
I don't want to fight... I don't know why, but the image of standing on the battlefield gives me a disgusting feeling. I feel like I stood there before. I don't remember when. And if I want to remember, I have to go there and face that sensation once again.
I don't want to fight, but... When I crossed the gate surrounded by waterfalls and ascended to the arena, I found my heart taking shape of a beautiful sword. It seemed strange in my hand. It felt... Right.
I'm sorry, o heart of mine. You may feel disgusted, but it seems like my destiny here is to fight. I'm not one to back down from a challenge.