I guess this is how things go... (for me anyways)

[theshadowasasin]

So if I haven't told you it, or you didn't understand my indirectness, I have gone through two relationships, and they both ended with me flat on my ass, Karla: Started out fresh, slowly got more and more depth, went on a camping trip, two weeks before school started she needed a break, we never got back together, her excuse was she was not ready for a relationship. Dana: Started out cutely, after a week, she said she needed a break, being she has problems with commitment. Neither of them can look at me like they used to, neither of them will talk to me without me talking to them, and neither of them will give me a full hug (hug where recipient puts effort in holding the other person). So why have I been so sadly into having a gf again? If this is the end result I'd rather eat drywall than have another friend end out like this. So I'm done with dating, I say to all of you, if I ever get another girlfriend, I want you all to hit me, right in the gut, like painfully hard, so I can remember how painfully it's most likely going to end.
Yeah so moving away from rants.... um... That's all, I'm better now though, so HUGS...