Am I happy, or is this just another illusion?
Why can't I wake from this dream, someone just shake me awake, I can't pinch myself up, it's becoming too rampant, I just want to escape, finally be free. I don't want anymore attachment, I just want freedom, just to breath the breath of myself, be who I am, who am I? I don't know, maybe if I leave I'll find out, maybe if I travel far away I'll find the real Colin Marsh, but what's for sure, is this is not the real me...