back in school
well, i'm back in school now... no more free time.. just back to work.. i don't like thinking when i'm forced to.. it just isn't fun...
and now i'm back in football.. yesterday we did upper body and agilities... it was tough... cause like everyone got out of shape over the break... but i actually did probably my best ever on agilities... so yeah, go me..
and last night was TNT with andrea and jacquelyn.. yep, fun stuff... only there were 2 problems.. first, the tv kept messing up so the game kept goign off (if you odn't know which game, SHAME ON YOU!! it was the college football championship.. USC killed Oklahoma.. i knew they would... )... that was the first problem... the second one was i was ticketed for speeding on Goodman in OB... i thought the speed limit was 55, but apparently it was 45... i was doing 58.. but hopefully, i can just take a driver's safety class, get it taken off of my record, and even lower my insurance for taking the course... but i was still ticketed...
well, i don't know what else to say right now... o wait.. yes i do.. i remember now..
hannah and chris are kinda having a little "arguement" between them... he's mad at her cause he thinks she's "changed" even though that's just because everytime he talks to her she yells at him because he keeps doing stuff to make her mad... and honestly, i'm the one affected by most of this.. he's jealous cause he liked hannah and he saw me doing stuff with her (as friends... talking, going to walmart.. stuff i do with any of my friends).. so he got mad and started telling stuff to jacquelyn which mad her both jealous and kinda mad... and he kept doing that cause hannah and i didn't stop being friends cause, why would we? and all of the stuff he told them, we asked him not to tell them and he said he wouldn't (That's called lying..) and then chris accused me of lying cause i didn't tell jacquelyn and andrea... but since when is it manditory for me to tell every aspect of my life to them? cause i didn't think it was... cause if they would've asked me,i would have told them the truth... and then i was also accused of being a bad friend to chris cause he liked her (even though she wouldn't go out with him before, and most definately wouldn't now for other reasons..).. but i don't understand how i was accused of hanging out with a new friend when chris lied to me, went behind my back, and spread rumors about me... something doesn't seem right... o, and he denied being jealous, and then get what he said as justification that he wasn't jealous... "i'm not jealous... i just don't like you spending more time with her than me..."
but whatever... i'm used to this now.. the same thing happened with andrea... i started spending more time with her than he was, and he got jealous... i mean, it isn't like i took her from him.. he never had her to begin with... she told me before she even really knew me (the second day we started talking... it was online) that she wouldn't go out wiht him because there's "someone better than [Hannah] for him"... (she said that...)
but i'm not gonna write any more of the situation... i told him before that he was getting infatuated with hannah and that he shouldn't do that cause he would get his heart broken.. it isn't my fault he didn't listen to me... and also, when he knew that she wouldn't go out with him, the next day he said that he didn't want a girlfriend at the moment anyway.. he's "having too much fun being single"... so again, i'm confused... he shouldn't have gotten this upset over it, if that was entirely true... i mean, i knew he still liked her when he said that, but that means it was just an excuse and was probably a lie...
but yeah, i'm sorry for boring you... but that's what's going on... i think the length of this journal may make up for not writing over the break but a couple times...
well, i'll talk to ya'll later
Ben
and now i'm back in football.. yesterday we did upper body and agilities... it was tough... cause like everyone got out of shape over the break... but i actually did probably my best ever on agilities... so yeah, go me..
and last night was TNT with andrea and jacquelyn.. yep, fun stuff... only there were 2 problems.. first, the tv kept messing up so the game kept goign off (if you odn't know which game, SHAME ON YOU!! it was the college football championship.. USC killed Oklahoma.. i knew they would... )... that was the first problem... the second one was i was ticketed for speeding on Goodman in OB... i thought the speed limit was 55, but apparently it was 45... i was doing 58.. but hopefully, i can just take a driver's safety class, get it taken off of my record, and even lower my insurance for taking the course... but i was still ticketed...
well, i don't know what else to say right now... o wait.. yes i do.. i remember now..
hannah and chris are kinda having a little "arguement" between them... he's mad at her cause he thinks she's "changed" even though that's just because everytime he talks to her she yells at him because he keeps doing stuff to make her mad... and honestly, i'm the one affected by most of this.. he's jealous cause he liked hannah and he saw me doing stuff with her (as friends... talking, going to walmart.. stuff i do with any of my friends).. so he got mad and started telling stuff to jacquelyn which mad her both jealous and kinda mad... and he kept doing that cause hannah and i didn't stop being friends cause, why would we? and all of the stuff he told them, we asked him not to tell them and he said he wouldn't (That's called lying..) and then chris accused me of lying cause i didn't tell jacquelyn and andrea... but since when is it manditory for me to tell every aspect of my life to them? cause i didn't think it was... cause if they would've asked me,i would have told them the truth... and then i was also accused of being a bad friend to chris cause he liked her (even though she wouldn't go out with him before, and most definately wouldn't now for other reasons..).. but i don't understand how i was accused of hanging out with a new friend when chris lied to me, went behind my back, and spread rumors about me... something doesn't seem right... o, and he denied being jealous, and then get what he said as justification that he wasn't jealous... "i'm not jealous... i just don't like you spending more time with her than me..."
but whatever... i'm used to this now.. the same thing happened with andrea... i started spending more time with her than he was, and he got jealous... i mean, it isn't like i took her from him.. he never had her to begin with... she told me before she even really knew me (the second day we started talking... it was online) that she wouldn't go out wiht him because there's "someone better than [Hannah] for him"... (she said that...)
but i'm not gonna write any more of the situation... i told him before that he was getting infatuated with hannah and that he shouldn't do that cause he would get his heart broken.. it isn't my fault he didn't listen to me... and also, when he knew that she wouldn't go out with him, the next day he said that he didn't want a girlfriend at the moment anyway.. he's "having too much fun being single"... so again, i'm confused... he shouldn't have gotten this upset over it, if that was entirely true... i mean, i knew he still liked her when he said that, but that means it was just an excuse and was probably a lie...
but yeah, i'm sorry for boring you... but that's what's going on... i think the length of this journal may make up for not writing over the break but a couple times...
well, i'll talk to ya'll later
Ben