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Sorry, I have another depressing entry. Hopefully this will be the last.
Bedroom flooded again tonight. The pump was working fine (thank you) but the water rose too quickly for it to keep up. This was the worst yet, almost a foot. I'm dying. I made sure to not leave anything on the floor but the water got so high it flooded my bottom shelves. I have no idea if my computer, vcr, alarm clock, will ever work again. My purse was on the floor. I had put it on my bed and I guess it fell off, my cat probably knocked it. Emily's digital camera was in it. I'm dying. I'm so sorry emily i'll pay you back or somehting i'll buy you a new one i don't know maybe it'll dry out or
Goddamn I feel like complete shit. I don't even care as much about my stuff as emmy's camera. I've always felt like emmy's kinda to cool for me and that I just hold her back. Like by borrowing her expensive stuff and destroying them. I'm so sorry emmy. I love you so much and all I do is mess things up for you. I'm sorry.
I've finished packing my clothes. I'm assuming my parents will allow me to leave my books and stuff here for the time being. I want to leave in the morning and go to somebody's house. Emmy, rachel and lisa all said I could crash at their places if need be but people say many things. I am kinda asking a lot too. There's no way I'm spending one more night in that fucking cestpool of a basement.
How long does it take to find an apartment?
Bedroom flooded again tonight. The pump was working fine (thank you) but the water rose too quickly for it to keep up. This was the worst yet, almost a foot. I'm dying. I made sure to not leave anything on the floor but the water got so high it flooded my bottom shelves. I have no idea if my computer, vcr, alarm clock, will ever work again. My purse was on the floor. I had put it on my bed and I guess it fell off, my cat probably knocked it. Emily's digital camera was in it. I'm dying. I'm so sorry emily i'll pay you back or somehting i'll buy you a new one i don't know maybe it'll dry out or
Goddamn I feel like complete shit. I don't even care as much about my stuff as emmy's camera. I've always felt like emmy's kinda to cool for me and that I just hold her back. Like by borrowing her expensive stuff and destroying them. I'm so sorry emmy. I love you so much and all I do is mess things up for you. I'm sorry.
I've finished packing my clothes. I'm assuming my parents will allow me to leave my books and stuff here for the time being. I want to leave in the morning and go to somebody's house. Emmy, rachel and lisa all said I could crash at their places if need be but people say many things. I am kinda asking a lot too. There's no way I'm spending one more night in that fucking cestpool of a basement.
How long does it take to find an apartment?