fuggin tinkers on me bog
So on the same day I get accepted to UT, Rice tells me "The final decision on your application has been deferred to the Regular Decision plan. We would like to consider your request for admission within the context of the whole applicant pool. We take seriously your choice to apply under Interim Decision to Rice and regret the disappointment you must feel." Thanks. Now I get to wait until April 1st to know if I'm accepted or not. At least I'm going to college...
I want to go back to a little over a year ago. Everything was static then, but it was at a very good point in time. Everything was secure and I was so sure everything was right and where it was supposed to be. Now, I wake up and wonder if certain people are going to act like they like me or hate me today, because it changes daily. I didn't have to endure a different emotional struggle everyday then. My friends really were my friends and they stuck by me. All the people I was close to then are all but gone now. Maybe things will get better when I move on from high school and leave some of my memories behind, because those are what hurt the most. I'll make it the final 3 months. Just strap on that fake smile and keep walking...
I've always wanted to sprint across the Austin Cemetery at midnight to see if I really do get tripped. Yay tonight!
I just need to go run. Really, really far.
I want to go back to a little over a year ago. Everything was static then, but it was at a very good point in time. Everything was secure and I was so sure everything was right and where it was supposed to be. Now, I wake up and wonder if certain people are going to act like they like me or hate me today, because it changes daily. I didn't have to endure a different emotional struggle everyday then. My friends really were my friends and they stuck by me. All the people I was close to then are all but gone now. Maybe things will get better when I move on from high school and leave some of my memories behind, because those are what hurt the most. I'll make it the final 3 months. Just strap on that fake smile and keep walking...
I've always wanted to sprint across the Austin Cemetery at midnight to see if I really do get tripped. Yay tonight!
I just need to go run. Really, really far.