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I came home and fell asleep for about two hours and then woke up, feeling like it's Wednesday morning. It still feels that way, but since it's not true, I feel very disconnected from everything. It's funny how clear eveything becomes when you can't see the obstacles in your way.
I felt really good about auditions today. Everyone keeps divining my future, but I can't buy into it or I'm afraid I'll get disappointed. We'll see on Friday.
You ever get the feeling that the way you feel about something is somehow reciprocated by other people, and even though you sense it, you dare not speak about it to them, because your feelings could be wrong, but you have the inclination that they feel the same way and are in the same quandry? So you keep going on about life as this unnatural vow of silence continues, trying to find someway to break the ice, but instead, you end up wondering about things to the point of madness, when it would be such much easier if people could just be open and honest and not worry about what bad might come of it, but instead think of the greater good. I hate that feeling.
Muse knows how I feel. About everything.
I felt really good about auditions today. Everyone keeps divining my future, but I can't buy into it or I'm afraid I'll get disappointed. We'll see on Friday.
You ever get the feeling that the way you feel about something is somehow reciprocated by other people, and even though you sense it, you dare not speak about it to them, because your feelings could be wrong, but you have the inclination that they feel the same way and are in the same quandry? So you keep going on about life as this unnatural vow of silence continues, trying to find someway to break the ice, but instead, you end up wondering about things to the point of madness, when it would be such much easier if people could just be open and honest and not worry about what bad might come of it, but instead think of the greater good. I hate that feeling.
Muse knows how I feel. About everything.