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all is not right in my world.. and i need to get stable ground. and no, it's not fucking all about gary. since when is caring about yourself a bad thing? guess people who don't care about themselves wouldnt know. they are too busy caring about everyone else.
i want to get away. jump up in the air and stay there.
i'm sick. i'm stressed. i'm not happy. i want more time. i want i want i want. but when i pursue happiness, i get judged, scolded, and belittled.
wonderful life. i wish that crash took me away from here. i wish i was in the ICU. I wish i had not been so fine. then my body would match how my mind is.
things are not right. and i need my friends. and i need my family. and sometimes... i need gary too.
i want to get away. jump up in the air and stay there.
i'm sick. i'm stressed. i'm not happy. i want more time. i want i want i want. but when i pursue happiness, i get judged, scolded, and belittled.
wonderful life. i wish that crash took me away from here. i wish i was in the ICU. I wish i had not been so fine. then my body would match how my mind is.
things are not right. and i need my friends. and i need my family. and sometimes... i need gary too.