Aug 09, 2008 17:38
Things are trying...
Relationships are trying.
It's hard when you're spelling it all out and the other person doesn't get it
Being a mother is tough.
It's a full time job in which I LOVE doing.
For the next few years all my time and energy go into raising Brody.
At the end of the day I'm exhausted...10 times worse when I have to work...now I'm getting a second job, aye I don't know how that will be.
I put myself last. But I try to reserve some "Me" time when I can for the sake of sanity and well, because it's more than deserved.
Maybe it's because we never really had the chance to just enjoy each other.
But I'm enjoying him now.
Ah I don't know.
I love him so much. Much more than he'll ever know.
But I'm hoping in time he will see too.