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I have betrayed the trust of the only man I have truly loved.
And for the first time, I can't find the words to ease the pain for him. Even myself.
I thank him though, for the love he showed.
And the times he had tried his hardest to make things right, when I was the one that did the wrong.
I thank him for all the memories.
Through all of this I have always loved him, whole heartedly.
Never could I share those special feelings with another.
I don't know if he has it in him to allow me to redeem myself once more.
I know he will think that he's only being set up to fall down.
But no.
I swear that I won't let my head do the talking because it's getting me into trouble. But I will continue to think.
My heart is the only thing that has the answers, the only thing that will guide me to the happiness I once felt.
I don't know what the answers are to any of his questions.
Why I did what I did.
Why I said what I said.
I honestly don't have the answers.
I'm stupid. I just don't think. I haven't been thinking.
Loving you is the easiest thing in the world
Losing you is the hardest.
I wish I could give you the easiest...well, have you trust that that is the truth.
And for the first time, I can't find the words to ease the pain for him. Even myself.
I thank him though, for the love he showed.
And the times he had tried his hardest to make things right, when I was the one that did the wrong.
I thank him for all the memories.
Through all of this I have always loved him, whole heartedly.
Never could I share those special feelings with another.
I don't know if he has it in him to allow me to redeem myself once more.
I know he will think that he's only being set up to fall down.
But no.
I swear that I won't let my head do the talking because it's getting me into trouble. But I will continue to think.
My heart is the only thing that has the answers, the only thing that will guide me to the happiness I once felt.
I don't know what the answers are to any of his questions.
Why I did what I did.
Why I said what I said.
I honestly don't have the answers.
I'm stupid. I just don't think. I haven't been thinking.
Loving you is the easiest thing in the world
Losing you is the hardest.
I wish I could give you the easiest...well, have you trust that that is the truth.