it's funny that i don't miss you
nor do you cross my mind nearly as often as you did a year ago
but when my sister says you were asking about me, i still get an unsettling feeling
thanksgiving went well actually
it was great to see family, and nice to host
it's hard to not live in the same state, when everyone is changing and growing up
it will be nice to take a break from the city for a couple of weeks
i've decided i need to become more reserved
a better listener
more genuine
less angry
and less depressing
i hate not having someone to look forward to
i miss not being called
it's fucking frustrating that i am still not ready for one
happy thanksgiving.