Night let me down..
Today it's as if I've lost my breath. *sigh* It's really late. I'm so used to seeing, and now I'm not. It's a shame, and it hurts, and saddens me, yet deep inside.. I know it's for the better.
I'm drawing up so many blanks. Tomorrow will seem so empty. My eyes don't see so well at times, cos well.. you know. You know what I said about change before? Well I meant it.. it's just these times seem to be proving it more and more. However, I say, and I promise and swear on my life, that there is one thing that will not change.
Can you believe this? I'm not listening to music. It's so silent around me it isn't even funny.
All the news in the world from London to Iraq to China to Venezula to God know's where can go to the fiery depths of hell. Yeah I said it. Right now, it just doesn't fucking matter.
That dream is in my head and seems like it isn't going anywhere for a long time. I didn't even dream it, that's to tell you of it's massive importance to me.
With this, I go to bed. Prepare for I should be returning to LJ full time.
~~Goodnight butterflies~~
I'm drawing up so many blanks. Tomorrow will seem so empty. My eyes don't see so well at times, cos well.. you know. You know what I said about change before? Well I meant it.. it's just these times seem to be proving it more and more. However, I say, and I promise and swear on my life, that there is one thing that will not change.
Can you believe this? I'm not listening to music. It's so silent around me it isn't even funny.
All the news in the world from London to Iraq to China to Venezula to God know's where can go to the fiery depths of hell. Yeah I said it. Right now, it just doesn't fucking matter.
That dream is in my head and seems like it isn't going anywhere for a long time. I didn't even dream it, that's to tell you of it's massive importance to me.
With this, I go to bed. Prepare for I should be returning to LJ full time.
~~Goodnight butterflies~~