Title: Baby Blue: Part 2: Chapter 1
Pairing: JunDa
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2204
Disclaimer: I still haven't found a way to make them my slaves yet...
Summary: It was all supposed to end with the tour...but what if they can't stop? What if they won't stop? How will it affect their relationship, and their relationships with those closest to them?
May 14th 2012
Three weeks had passed since Ueda had last been with Taguchi, or rather been with him in a personal way. Of course there was still work, there were interviews and photoshoots, TV shows to film for, and already talks were beginning about a new single. Being around each other so much did nothing for Ueda’s self control.
Just days after their last personal encounter, Ueda had blushed madly when Taguchi had complimented him on his hair style, and had to forcibly stop himself from making a mental note to wear it that way more often. There had been other similar comments too, spouted off with such carelessness that Ueda had the feeling Taguchi hadn’t meant to voice the majority of them.
It was touches too, nothing inappropriate or sexual, though if Ueda was honest with himself it didn’t take much to find a sensual hint in the younger mans touches. Just a gentle brush of a hand along his arm or shoulder, but given what had occurred between them before, it felt like something intimate.
Naturally with the theme of ‘chain’ still strong in the group there were lots of photographers asking for more shots of the whole group linking arms or holding hands and Ueda actually found himself a little relieved that whenever he got the chance too, Kame placed himself firmly between Taguchi and Ueda. On the odd occasion where Kame hadn’t been quick enough, or the photographer had other ideas, Ueda found the moment Taguchi’s hand closed around his, his heart would speed up and he would suddenly become far too aware of his own skin, of the blood rushing warmer beneath it, and the way his body would produce extra sweat as the younger man gripped his hand tightly.
Even if the touches weren’t inappropriate, Ueda’s thoughts were. He didn’t mind quite as much when he was in his own home, alone, but when they were on some kind of TV set and Taguchi moved in some indefinable but perfect way, or looked at something with the right kind of intensity... at those times he really wished his stylist hadn’t started insisting he wear tighter pants.
He’d wanted many times to just give in to the temptations, but he knew it wouldn’t be any good. For a start he just wasn’t ready for a relationship. Around three years ago he’d been very happily in a relationship, they’d met when they performed together in the stage play of ‘Romeo and Juliet’. He’d fallen for Kobayashi Ryoko very quickly, she was cute, sweet and very caring. Since the first time they met she’d been very doting on him, always going out of her way to make things more comfortable for him, though insisting the whole time it was just because he was KAT-TUN’s Ueda, and not because she had some secret crush on him. It didn’t take long for him to confess his feelings, though it took a little while longer for her to give in and confess hers, and then after that they were perfectly happy...for a few months. She’d seemed like everything he’d been looking for, she still had that cute, sweetness about her, but once they were more open to each other he saw her bold, confident, sexy side too and he just loved her all the more. He’d even began thinking of proposing, but as the year went on they both got busier, their schedules clashed more and they ended up spending very little time together and that seemed to make Ryoko sour. Eventually after another few months of this estranged relationship Ueda learnt that she’d been seeing someone else secretly. It was someone she’d met while filming ‘Samurai High School’ though she’d insisted that nothing started until months after filming finished, not that it had been of any consolation to a crushed Ueda who’d been trying so hard to make things work.
Ueda slammed his fist against the dressing table and the noise surprised him out of his reverie. He was waiting for Nakamaru in the dressing room after his photoshoot ended since they had R-one recording together. He looked to the mirror in front of him, confused to see tears on his face, it wasn’t unusual for him to get angry whenever he thought of Ryoko, but the tears hadn’t shown themselves in such a long time.
He hid his face quickly as the door to the dressing room opened.
“Uepi? Is everything ok?” when Ueda just nodded, Taguchi stepped closer. “Uepi have you been crying?”
Ueda quickly rubbed his hands over his face again. “No” he replied sounding offended. But Taguchi didn’t buy it and he moved to sit on the dressing table in front of Ueda.
“I thought we were closer than that now?” but Ueda just turned his head away from him. “Tatsuya...” he tried gently, and it got the other mans attention at least.
Ueda looked up at the younger man’s face, lined with worry but somehow still almost perfectly beautiful “It’s nothing, I promise” he tried a smile. “I just got all worked up thinking about Ryoko...”
Taguchi looked almost pained to ask “Are you...still in love with her?” Ueda laughed a little and stood up, he brushed back a little of Taguchi’s hair, feeling compelled somehow to soothe that look off his face.
“No, I’m not...I just get so angry about it still...you’re really sweet though” Taguchi smiled and stood up from the counter to face Ueda full on. “Thank you Junno” and he wrapped his arms gently around Taguchi’s body in a soft embrace. When Taguchi’s arms came up around his back he leaned his head down onto Taguchi’s chest and exhaled a long breath. By this point he couldn’t tell who it was he was trying to soothe anymore, but with the strong arms around him he couldn’t care much about it, so he just relaxed and listened to the too fast beats from Taguchi’s chest.
He tried not to be surprised when Taguchi placed a kiss gently on his head, and then moved a little to place another kiss. He gently pushed Ueda back as the kisses continued down the side of his face and Ueda felt his own heart speeding up, breath now coming short and shallow. If he only turned his head just a little, he could meet Taguchi’s lips with his own, and with the way his body was heating up there was nothing he wanted more.
His head started to turn, even as his heat muddled brain cried out that it wasn’t right, that it was throwing away weeks of careful self control but then it was silent as their lips finally met in the tenderest of brushes. They both paused for what seemed forever, almost panting against each other’s lips as though to gauge each others reactions.
It was Taguchi that moved first, all at once he knotted his fingers into Ueda’s hair to hold their heads together as he pushed apart the full lips with his tongue, diving in to take in the familiar taste. Ueda responded with a low groan as he involuntarily pushed the other man back into the counter, hips slotting perfectly against his. They kissed feverishly, friction starting up between their bodies, sending sparks out over their skin.
Ueda turned his head reluctantly to the side, Taguchi’s kisses showering his cheek instead, moving down to his neck as their hips rocked together in time. “Junno...” he groaned again “Junno wait...where’s Maru?” he knew that Kame and Koki had left already, but he was vaguely aware that he was supposed to be meeting Maru in this very room.
“He’s shooting soon, they were just changing the lights” he managed through kisses to other man’s heated flesh. “He won’t be back for a while”.
Again everything in his head screamed at him that this was a bad idea, but the weeks of torturous restraint coupled with the raw edge of his current emotions drove all sense from his mind as he launched forward in another searing kiss while his hands scrambled to unfasten Taguchi’s trousers. Taguchi picked up on the direction he was going rather quickly and hurried to unfasten Ueda’s as well.
Ueda had to pull his mouth away as he pushed Taguchi’s trousers just low enough to gain access, and then he leant down enough to hook his hands around Taguchi’s knees, bringing them both up at once to wrap around his waist. Taguchi leaned back into the counter to take some of his weight off Ueda and then he tried to relax his body as Ueda’s fingers crept their way around to his sensitive hole.
Ueda leaned back in to kiss Taguchi as he teased the skin around Taguchi’s hole but not going near enough to touch it and Taguchi’s frustrated whine died on his tongue. However, he was aware of the short amount of time left to them so he didn’t linger with his teasing, and instead sucked two of his fingers into his mouth. Once coated with saliva he moved them back round, kissing Taguchi’s shoulder gently as he forced the first through the resisting muscle. Taguchi hissed in pain and threw his head back, but he moved his hips against the intruding finger all the same, trying to work himself open with it.
Far too soon the second finger was added, but aside from the audible gasp he made no more protest against it, knowing it was necessary. He wiggled his hips around a little, looking for a way to make it more comfortable, and then he found it immediately as Ueda bent his fingers forward and held them pressed against the small bump. Taguchi thrust his hips forward in quick succession, each time the pleasure shot through him with renewed intensity until all he could do was gasp towards the ceiling, eyes clenched shut.
As soon as Ueda relaxed his fingers he brought his head up. “Now, now please...Tatsuya please fuck me hard.” Ueda almost growled in arousal as he pulled his fingers from Taguchi’s body and spat unceremoniously into his hand, coating his throbbing erection as much as possible before positioning it at Taguchi’s entrance and pushing all the way in.
Taguchi couldn’t hold back the pained noise in his throat, and in response Ueda stopped, fully inside him, and leaned forward to kiss his lips gently. Taguchi tried his best to return the kiss as his body slowly adjusted, and then he pushed his hips up slowly causing Ueda to moan into his mouth.
“Are you ok?” Ueda whispered against his lips, and Taguchi nodded before pressing their lips together once more.
Ueda started thrusting up into his body, setting a fast, forceful rhythm as his mind clouded over with the heat of the pleasure. He tried as far as possible to keep his lips on Taguchi, kissing along his jaw line and neck once the thrusts were too erratic to aim for his lips. He could feel the hot breath escaping Taguchi’s lips in pants as it tickled past his ears, carrying with it soft, high-pitched whines. He ran his hands over the younger man’s chest, loving the way his back arched into the touch, but as he felt the pressure rising in his abdomen he moved the hand lower, brushing it gently over the underside of Taguchi’s cock. Taguchi let out a strangled moan and tried to buck harder into the hand as it curled loosely around the hot, hard flesh.
Taguchi struggled to push Ueda’s head up, fusing their mouths back together as he groaned loudly before whispering “Tatsuya, come with me”.
Ueda felt an intense jolt of arousal at the thought and dragged his head back to look into Taguchi’s face, flushed with heat and pleasure, his eyes half-lidded and dazed with his lips red and swollen, Ueda held off until he saw the lips move, mouthing the word “Now” before they both jerked against each other, crushing their bodies together as they clung desperately to each other through the waves of their passion.
Ueda began giggling even before his high had chance to leave him, he pulled out slowly and let Taguchi’s legs back to the floor, before collapsing against his chest still laughing in disbelief. “Holy shit.” He exclaimed.
Taguchi a little concerned pushed him back to look at his face “Tatsuya?”
Ueda looked shyly but happily up at him “I needed that...” and he laughed again, Taguchi joining him this time.
“Yeah, I needed it too” Taguchi smiled before pulling Ueda back to him, kissing him languidly through their afterglow.
Just as their breathing was returning to calm they heard voices moving closer, Maru’s harsh laugh rang out loudly so they pulled apart quickly, Taguchi mouthed the word shower and launched himself across the room into the small bathroom where he could clean off under the shower. Ueda pulled up his trousers quickly, scrubbing at a small white stain on the rim of his jeans, and fastening his jacket to hide the sticky marks covering the bottom half of his shirt. He’d just managed to throw himself onto the couch and appear amused with his phone when Maru walked in.
Chapter 2----------------------------------------------------------------------
So there's the start of part 2, I hope it lives up to your expectations! I wasn't going to post it just yet, but firstly I was all excited over ERO!KT cons reports on twitter, and secondly...I've just finished writing part 2 (24 chapters in total) and I'm really excited about sharing it now XD so I couldn't wait any longer...