my brain is hanging upside down
pretty good day overall. so far. its only 5:45 so who knows what else the night brings?
my little bro and little sis are both sick and im frickin scared of catching it. i need to decorate a lil sars mask. (or just chill with 'the guys' under my bed and hide. they're my friends.)
uhm, got to drive to school today and my moms head didnt explode, which was a nice change. im so pissed at myself for how much ive ruined. i should already be driving other people, but do i even have my license? no. no i do not. i shouldnt be worried about college, i should have just done what i was supposed to and instead of crying from wondering about what my future holds, i should feel in control. but i dont.
at least i have you.
my little bro and little sis are both sick and im frickin scared of catching it. i need to decorate a lil sars mask. (or just chill with 'the guys' under my bed and hide. they're my friends.)
uhm, got to drive to school today and my moms head didnt explode, which was a nice change. im so pissed at myself for how much ive ruined. i should already be driving other people, but do i even have my license? no. no i do not. i shouldnt be worried about college, i should have just done what i was supposed to and instead of crying from wondering about what my future holds, i should feel in control. but i dont.
at least i have you.