hmm...
I don't know....grr I hate that sentence. Went to that walk for cancer thing at Heritage Park. It started off great for about 2 seconds, got real shitty and then a little better, and then kind of shitty again and then better and then shitty again. Yeah fun times. No but there were great moments. Mark and Matt did karaoke the sang a bunch of songs and it was awesome. Actually it was absolutely great. I sort of regret not going up there, but there would be just no way. I was too upset really to be able to get into it. I mean I had a fun time and put on a smile, but it was hard. I don't know.....agh! Mark left at like 4am but Loni, Matt and I stayed till about 7:30am I had fun, I mean it was really great. I just...hmm...it might have been better if someone were to just think about how I might feel, but whatever. I'm not going to cry about it anymore, it's pointless, as I found out this morning. Anyway, so yeah...had a really good time, and really that's about it I guess. I probably won't go to sleep today, no point really. I don't feel like sleeping all day and then staying up all night for the rest of my life.