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i see the pain in your eyes. the tiredness of heart. i know its hard to get out of it. i've been there to an extent. going back and forth. it hurts so much. you just wanna be back in the arms of your 1st love. everything you do day to day you feel it way heavy on your heart. you miss the relationship you had. the closeness you felt.
i sat there the other night and was pondering things and realized. i didnt even know who i was serving. my flesh was so built up in me that i couldnt even see my father n e more. his voice started to fade and his eyes began to disappear. i was crying where are you? where have you gone? a faint voice in my heart. im right here. right where? i had clouded the place so much i couldnt even see an inch in front of me.
we put are selfs through so much that we began to not even notice the torment we are going through. its not till you let God open up the windows and let the smoke out and let the garbage out that you see whats going on. its like walking through a dark cave with no light. until you let the light reveal whats in the darkness that your skeletons can be revealed.
ive see so much happening to my friends and it hurts to see them going through this. there is healing you just have to lay it down and ask....
i love you all. take care and God Bless.
i sat there the other night and was pondering things and realized. i didnt even know who i was serving. my flesh was so built up in me that i couldnt even see my father n e more. his voice started to fade and his eyes began to disappear. i was crying where are you? where have you gone? a faint voice in my heart. im right here. right where? i had clouded the place so much i couldnt even see an inch in front of me.
we put are selfs through so much that we began to not even notice the torment we are going through. its not till you let God open up the windows and let the smoke out and let the garbage out that you see whats going on. its like walking through a dark cave with no light. until you let the light reveal whats in the darkness that your skeletons can be revealed.
ive see so much happening to my friends and it hurts to see them going through this. there is healing you just have to lay it down and ask....
i love you all. take care and God Bless.