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maybe thats why you have such a trouble with love. you have the heart but look for the wrong person to fill it. just like hiding your feelings behind words that dont express the inner pain of being alone. she was there and you gave up. watched her turn around and walked away. playing and toying with the thought of another chance to make it right. those things only happen in fairy tails ones where everyone lived happily ever after. i wish my life sometimes was a fairy tail. then i would have her to hold in may arms and ride of in to the sunset. all i have is the chance to see them ride off and watch myself whither away in the back ground.
is that what it is? is that how it ends???????????
who can tell? why do we try to see the future. God has already writen it so we dont have to worry n e more. right? i keep trying to make sence of everything but in all reality the is none in me. how can i see or for-tell what is to happen. i cant theres no way. i just wish i had some foresight to where it is to go. what step i am to take. i need to leave it in his hands and just forget about walking on my own. let him take my legs and walk for me. i always fall down and get hurt. im tired of hurt. heart ache. self brought on pain. how do i get ride of it.
all i wanted was someone to love and all i did was bring confussion in my life. if thats how love is then why would n e of us want it. its one of those things where is feels so good having that person in your arms and at that moment nothing else matters. nothing can even come close. kinda like when God embraces you. all you can do is sit there because nothing else matters and you cant move out of that place until he knows you cant handle n e more. i wanna find that person that brings that same feeling to me. i have felt it once before but to have it taken away again would be to much. im just going to wait it out. thats the best thing to do. everything in his timing.
ok im done good bye
is that what it is? is that how it ends???????????
who can tell? why do we try to see the future. God has already writen it so we dont have to worry n e more. right? i keep trying to make sence of everything but in all reality the is none in me. how can i see or for-tell what is to happen. i cant theres no way. i just wish i had some foresight to where it is to go. what step i am to take. i need to leave it in his hands and just forget about walking on my own. let him take my legs and walk for me. i always fall down and get hurt. im tired of hurt. heart ache. self brought on pain. how do i get ride of it.
all i wanted was someone to love and all i did was bring confussion in my life. if thats how love is then why would n e of us want it. its one of those things where is feels so good having that person in your arms and at that moment nothing else matters. nothing can even come close. kinda like when God embraces you. all you can do is sit there because nothing else matters and you cant move out of that place until he knows you cant handle n e more. i wanna find that person that brings that same feeling to me. i have felt it once before but to have it taken away again would be to much. im just going to wait it out. thats the best thing to do. everything in his timing.
ok im done good bye