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I have to admit, this scare came like a blast in the dark. I'm still at my mom's, but I'm leaving tonight... without nearly as much resolve as I would have gotten if I had checked myself in (obviously). I don't have the time or energy to write anything substantial, but it might be useful to write down some emotions and take them in to be evaluated.
I'm:
confused (more so than I've been in a while... there's an time/place disparity that other's have noticed)
angry. ok, beyond angry.
antsy. or is that even the word for it? maybe twitchy.
I feel like I should be hyper, but I can't muster the energy. Mentally hyper? Physically lethargic?
Panicked. I'm having nightmares most every night...
And I'm apparently pretty distracted.
I'm:
confused (more so than I've been in a while... there's an time/place disparity that other's have noticed)
angry. ok, beyond angry.
antsy. or is that even the word for it? maybe twitchy.
I feel like I should be hyper, but I can't muster the energy. Mentally hyper? Physically lethargic?
Panicked. I'm having nightmares most every night...
And I'm apparently pretty distracted.