I try to hold it all inside

[these_x_days]

2 days away. I like can't contain myself. I'm so looking forward to that moment, the moment we've had so many times before, but this time is going to be better. The moment when we're first reunited, and we look at each other in the eyes for the first time and say "I missed you" .. I still remember the first time that happend a little over 2 years ago, and that moment is one of the best I've ever had, it was when I knew that we were really something great, that we really could take the relationship further then that summer, and we have. We have built something so strong and so incredible, I can't even describe it. The trust I have in him is stronger then even I knew it was, and this distance has made me realize that. Like being away from him sucks sooo much, but its making me see what I have and how lucky I am to have it. And 3 weeks wasn't so bad, I had a few break downs but I made it and I can do it again.

I can't wait to see the intensity in his eyes and feel his arms around me, and smell him and kiss him and just talk to him in person. These 2 days need to fly by, like woah.