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Well, I'm not really sure where the last 3 hours have gone. Basically, it went like this: yahoo > trying to sign up for something > old email account > xanga > quizilla. Not exactly my idea of a fun time at two in the morning, but it works.
I should really start trying to update my journal a little more. I'm sure no one will read it, but in hindsight, it will probably be good for me. Blah blah let out my emotions etc. Hell, it might even tempt me to improve my vocabulary. Probably not, but it's a nice thought.
Speaking of vocabulary, my mom propositioned me with the option of taking the SATs in October. HELL TO THE NO. I am absolutely 100% not prepared for that shit. I know that I need to take it eventually, yes, but not so soon! It doesn't help that I have no idea where I want to go to college. I'm just going to ignore that whole process until someone gets up my ass about it. I really don't want to go to community college. I honestly feel that if I do that my high school career will be null. I've been working my ass off trying to impress everyone and I don't want to just throw it all away when I apply to a shitty community college. I feel so elitist saying this but I think that I have so much more potential than that.
On the other hand, I have no idea what I'm going to do when I get to college! Like what classes I'm going to take or even where the fuck I'm going to live. I have deep hatrid for those who come out of the womb knowing what they're going to do with their lives. Hate upon hate upon hate. I am drawing blanks when it comes to a career. I have an idea of what I don't want to do, but even that list isn't long. It includes professions such as working in the medical field. That shit takes too long and I am, personally, not too fond of the needle variation. As nerdy as it sounds, math is my favorite subject. You can never be wrong if you do the process correctly! History has a lot of black holes in it and science will never make sense to me. English is a pile of shit and I will forever despise it. There are an assload of other options but they don't give me enough time to decide. It's like you have two classes a year for four years to fill in the gap, one of which is taken by a language. That leaves four classes within the entire duration of high school. I only have two years left! Next year is the offical year to start going through and picking out schools. Conclusion: shit