Dec 09, 2004 13:08
My mom got me a yellow ribbon magnet (for supporting the troops) for my truck.
I hope I got Grace a job at my work. It would be perfect for her, since the managers speak Korean and you can't understand a word that they say. She could TRANSLATE for us! It would be excellent. I really, really hope she got it, because I want to work with her. She's fun.
Mike's pissed at me because someone told me he had sex with another girl, and I asked him about it and he said no. He asked who told me and I wouldn't tell him (this was all online, by the way). So then he calls me, and yells/asks me who told me that, and I said "Why does it matter? You said you didn't, so it doesn't matter, right?" Then he hung up on me. So now he's ignoring me. I give up. I'll let him play his stupid little games. If he loved me like he says he does (barely anymore), he'd treat me better. But I don't know how many times I have to say that.
It's definantly over between us, whatever what was going on between us. It's weird, we aren't boyfriend and girlfriend, but we still kiss and say we love each other (as of Monday, at least. When he called me last). But yet, when I asked him if he misses me as a girlfriend, he says NO! That's bullshit.
I've said it before, I'll say it again. Because it's true: I've tried to patch up what we've had so many times. He does nothing in return. I believe that he's trying to break things off with me for good. Fine. I'll let him. I'm tired of making him a priority when I know, in return, he doesn't hold me in any high regard like he used to.
I'm FINISHED.