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Dec 01, 2003 20:22

smooth operater...smooooooooth operator.

Im so weird today. But it has been fun, ive thought so much about my comic! yay!!! i also got the latest 'battle royale' sooo creepy. What would I do if i was stuck on an island with my classmates and it was kill or be killed?? well im fat, so i couldnt run far..heh...i'd probably be the first one down....that and its not really right to kill people, so.....i'd have to say...

It reminds me of the movie 'the contenders' series seven!! That movie is too awesome!!!! and that song..heeheehee, i laugh thinking about it. another awesome bmovie is psycho's in love...AWESOME!!! its gross but really funny!!! lets see..oh ya

I thought about my comic a bunch and im just gonna write how i feel and stuff, i dont want to plot out some magical story and then have it collapse, id like to almost make it like an illustrated diary (so third grade)so, im gonna try that!!

I still feel weird. I had dinner with jon tonight, and i cant even look at him for long with out feeling icky, not like, he's gross icky, but like, why cant i get over you icky!!! WHY do i still love him?????????????? i feel like im 16 again!!! OH THE PAIN OF UNREQUITED LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE!! I need to be in a shoujo manga with flower petals swirling around me and bubbles in the air, delicate tear drops dripping from my flushed soft white cheeks....heehee...but really im just staring at the floor smoking a cigarette trying to think of something besides hopping in the sac with him as soon as possible or getting drunk as soon as possible or getting stoned as soon as possible....wagh.......im confused...

why cant i be ignorant like when i was 16...i was so naive!

but its almost kind of fun!! I mean, atleast im feeling something, right????? And i can laugh at myself, which is good as well....i only ate once today !YAY!!!! but it was a sammich so...still alot of fat im sure. oh well..food is good!

hee, its almost like, i have a painful crush...which i havent had since jr. high...heehee...it makes me laugh.
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