every time
every time i try to write anything, i realize i don't have anything to say.
i'd like to think of myself as an outspoken person. i deffinitely use to be.
being outspoken vs. being apathetic, apathy will always win. nothing really matters all that much to me, im sorry. i dont really care about global warming or john mccain or wether obama is for or against abortion. i try to, i really do. i like to think/pretend that im passionate about things, anythings. but.. meh. i guess im just a narcissist. but not even that, really, cause i dont really care about things about myself that much either. i like to think, like to put effort into my future, you know, "make plans" and have goals and all that junk- but that's mostly just in case i don't die before the age of thirty, or preparation for the someday that may come where i turn over a new leaf and do give a crap.
but mostly, at least for a while, im on indian time. and that's pretty much that.
wow. and this is the most genuinely mine train of thought i've had in a while.
i'd like to think of myself as an outspoken person. i deffinitely use to be.
being outspoken vs. being apathetic, apathy will always win. nothing really matters all that much to me, im sorry. i dont really care about global warming or john mccain or wether obama is for or against abortion. i try to, i really do. i like to think/pretend that im passionate about things, anythings. but.. meh. i guess im just a narcissist. but not even that, really, cause i dont really care about things about myself that much either. i like to think, like to put effort into my future, you know, "make plans" and have goals and all that junk- but that's mostly just in case i don't die before the age of thirty, or preparation for the someday that may come where i turn over a new leaf and do give a crap.
but mostly, at least for a while, im on indian time. and that's pretty much that.
wow. and this is the most genuinely mine train of thought i've had in a while.