Feb 03, 2003 12:21
i hit my dads car with my bumper last night. go me. heres how it happened....
i went to go get food at like midnight (im a night owl) so i was backing out of my driveway which is usually an easy task for me. ive been doing it for over a year now. but my dad took my brothers car to work this morning so the order in the driveway was messed up. my van is in the top left corner, my brothers pick-up behind me, my dads car next to mine and al's car on the grass. as i said my dad switched his car with al's so that he could take it to work. so now the driveway is dramatically smaller because instead of an acura integra beside me there is a ford taurus waggon. so i got past the taurus and thought i was in the clear becuase i was more than half way past my dads car. nope. my bumper caught his and it dented in a peice. i had to drive forward and shovel out the snow from under my van to get past his. it sucked. now there is a dent in his car and hes gonna obviously see it and my mom is gonna kill me. fuck. i hate it when i do stupid shit like this. my mom always makes a big deal out of it and it turns into one of those arguments where she takes cheap shots at me. it sucks. If it happens today im gonna flip. no one can ever make a mistake with her. i was obviously fucking around and trying to hit my dads car and cause all kinds of shit between me and my parents. I already barely have a relationship with them. why would i go and do something to bring more tension to my house. jeez.
This brings me back to high school when i would bring my grades home. my mom wuold yell at me and tell me im stupid and that im not going to go anywhere.
i need to not be here anymore. i need to get away and be on my own for a while. maybe someday i can invent something that will make me dissapear forever......
on a toatlly different note from way out in left field, i HATE people who constantly need to state their opinion of something your doing or did or whatever. those people who when you get pissed at them they dont understand why or say "im not trying to start anythying" well, yeah you are. keep your fucking mouth shut. no one cares.
its gonna be a good day i can tell.