is that what you call a getaway? tell me what you got away from....
im really just in the pour my heart out mood. i want to say so much more then i can. its so difficult. life sucks, and im used to it by now. i dont understand why so many people can think the way they do about me. its there fault i am the way i am. i dont know if thats a good thing or not anymore. i did leave out one thing from my entry earlier. in the car with my mother, she was telling me that i dont do anything around the house. and i said well i dont get motivation from what i do, do in life like, working hard in school adn trying my best in theatre although at times it might not be that great. she said this isnt about school and i was just so angry with. ive never met a more absurd person in my life. she caught me off gaurd when she would not stop talking about my father the way she was. even when i told her to stop she went on. i was so fed up with her, she was so out of line. im wasting time with the life im living......