Help me out...
Alright, I don't really know and don't really care what Jacqueline thinks when she finds out that I told my freinds whats going on.
But okay. so Today hasn't been a good day at all. First off its about 25 degrees outside with about 50 mph wind and the wind is about 15 degree's so its fucking FREEZING! But, we still had to walk to work this morning. SO we both go to work at the same time becuase Boss is trying to let me and her work more so nassar can leave us alone and so we have more money. Well half way through the morning, Jax tells me that she cant handle spending any more time with me. That living and working with me is too much, that I make her feel stuffy, and closed in. Or some bull shit like that, its not MY damn fault boss wants us to work together. Maybe he thinks since were a couple itd make us happy, but oh no NOT jax...hell no... anyways...then her stomach ulser is back so shes in pain with that so shes in a really pissy mood about that...
then we go to the mall right...to get her a book...WELL...we buy this book called almost lost...and its about this kid that ends up doing drugs on the street..and jax likes these kind of books cause after her GED she wants to go to school for a Drug SChool or Class eh can start..and when we buy it I go outside and shes all like " It doesnt matter..return it..I cant do anything at all..IM nothing..." blah blah blah....and thats the last thing she said to me for about 3-4 hours anyways... help me the fuck out
i asked becky ( jax aunt) about what to do..and she asked if i had a backdoor to our realtionship a way out of it....so she practicully said is there a way you two can seperate for a while..man ....WTF?!?! i feel liek crying..but ic ant cry becuase if i cry....then im weak...and she will start a fight and say to stop worring about...man....GOD DAMMIT...aaaaaaaaaaar
But okay. so Today hasn't been a good day at all. First off its about 25 degrees outside with about 50 mph wind and the wind is about 15 degree's so its fucking FREEZING! But, we still had to walk to work this morning. SO we both go to work at the same time becuase Boss is trying to let me and her work more so nassar can leave us alone and so we have more money. Well half way through the morning, Jax tells me that she cant handle spending any more time with me. That living and working with me is too much, that I make her feel stuffy, and closed in. Or some bull shit like that, its not MY damn fault boss wants us to work together. Maybe he thinks since were a couple itd make us happy, but oh no NOT jax...hell no... anyways...then her stomach ulser is back so shes in pain with that so shes in a really pissy mood about that...
then we go to the mall right...to get her a book...WELL...we buy this book called almost lost...and its about this kid that ends up doing drugs on the street..and jax likes these kind of books cause after her GED she wants to go to school for a Drug SChool or Class eh can start..and when we buy it I go outside and shes all like " It doesnt matter..return it..I cant do anything at all..IM nothing..." blah blah blah....and thats the last thing she said to me for about 3-4 hours anyways... help me the fuck out
i asked becky ( jax aunt) about what to do..and she asked if i had a backdoor to our realtionship a way out of it....so she practicully said is there a way you two can seperate for a while..man ....WTF?!?! i feel liek crying..but ic ant cry becuase if i cry....then im weak...and she will start a fight and say to stop worring about...man....GOD DAMMIT...aaaaaaaaaaar