boring

[thesausage]

i feel sick
i didnt have a good night
i went over to bretts with my brother and step brother
it was okay, we jus played video games
same old same old
after that we came home
ive just kinda had a bad christmas vacation
i kinda lose touch with my friends
and they start to ignore me
it really tix me off
and i try and be nice and help them out
and they push me away until its to late and they NEED my help
and then i feel guilty for not helping them sooner
and if im ever upset or need someone to talk to
i get pushed away more
i really hate it, everything i do for people
and they push me away
ugh