Hits keep on coming
money is tight for me right now. i had to put chairman in a boarder so he would have a place to live. i have been living out of my car for a week. My life has become more shitty than I have had to deal with since high school. Things started to turn around a day or two ago. I got a cheap-ish place to live, might have found chairman a place, and even had the money issues more or less resolved.
Then today happened. Every solution I had above hinged on my paycheck today. $567 dollars that would pay for chairman's boarding, pay my rent for this month, make sure chairman is well looked after and even give me some money to buy food. I never got that $567. Its being held up by the bank. There is a " collections hold" because I was negative for a week or so. That hold prevents my check from clearing until next Thursday at best. Before you ask, yeah, I called and talked to every single person I could up and down my bank's chain. Its an automated flag and one of those that cant be removed.
My bank allows for direct deposit advances which are expensive but helpful in situations like this. The same hold prevents me from getting one. All of this is AFTER I spend $70 of my own money and $40 I borrowed from my sister to pay off the negative balance thinking that would fix all of this. It didnt fix anything but instead fucked me out of my only chance to pay for chairman's boarding and get him a home. All it did was keep me for eating until I can figure something out which will be monday at best. Graduating was the worst thing that has ever happened to me, it seems.
tl:dr: i give up. nothing good has happened to me since I graduated. this is the worst I have been in years. i cant take care of my cat, I cant take care of myself, i cant even do something as simple as keep a place to live.
i really, really hate myself right now.
Then today happened. Every solution I had above hinged on my paycheck today. $567 dollars that would pay for chairman's boarding, pay my rent for this month, make sure chairman is well looked after and even give me some money to buy food. I never got that $567. Its being held up by the bank. There is a " collections hold" because I was negative for a week or so. That hold prevents my check from clearing until next Thursday at best. Before you ask, yeah, I called and talked to every single person I could up and down my bank's chain. Its an automated flag and one of those that cant be removed.
My bank allows for direct deposit advances which are expensive but helpful in situations like this. The same hold prevents me from getting one. All of this is AFTER I spend $70 of my own money and $40 I borrowed from my sister to pay off the negative balance thinking that would fix all of this. It didnt fix anything but instead fucked me out of my only chance to pay for chairman's boarding and get him a home. All it did was keep me for eating until I can figure something out which will be monday at best. Graduating was the worst thing that has ever happened to me, it seems.
tl:dr: i give up. nothing good has happened to me since I graduated. this is the worst I have been in years. i cant take care of my cat, I cant take care of myself, i cant even do something as simple as keep a place to live.
i really, really hate myself right now.