despondency
A bit of a nerd moment, but the new icon is from a Magic: The Gathering card that is about 11 years old now called despondency. The picture always struck me as the perfect visual interpretation of the emotional state.
Feeling rather despondent today, not sure about what. Anne contacted me yesterday and wants emotional support because her parents are splitting up. I've been through that a time or three. While I offered my help, I am conflicted about it. On the one hand, I am not one to hold a grudge and I have experience that could help her, on the other, she hurt me in a rather unique (for me) way and I'd rather not get used. Again.
Additionally, I am feeling both annoyed by my family when ever I see them and alone in the fact that most of my friends are out of town.I've been driving my mom around a lot lately and hating every second of it. It has become more and more apparent to me that her mental disorders have truly changed who she is, and I don't like the new person at all.
As far as the friend thing goes, the friend that I have been hanging out a lot with left the country for three weeks, other friends are out of town or just too busy to do anything.
Anyway, yeah, I dont know where my head is today.
Feeling rather despondent today, not sure about what. Anne contacted me yesterday and wants emotional support because her parents are splitting up. I've been through that a time or three. While I offered my help, I am conflicted about it. On the one hand, I am not one to hold a grudge and I have experience that could help her, on the other, she hurt me in a rather unique (for me) way and I'd rather not get used. Again.
Additionally, I am feeling both annoyed by my family when ever I see them and alone in the fact that most of my friends are out of town.I've been driving my mom around a lot lately and hating every second of it. It has become more and more apparent to me that her mental disorders have truly changed who she is, and I don't like the new person at all.
As far as the friend thing goes, the friend that I have been hanging out a lot with left the country for three weeks, other friends are out of town or just too busy to do anything.
Anyway, yeah, I dont know where my head is today.