ugh.

[thesamanthajo]

I hate that Bryans ex girlfriend is in his friend's group. I hate calling and hearing he's with her. Even now, after I know all that I know about her. and I KNOW that he isn't the least bit attracted to her. It's still unsettling. Maybe cause I know there are many things about her that he would like to see in me. That's depressing I suppose

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oh deary

[hahacynical]

i wouldn't worry so much about his ex. he's not what's his face. he won't go to another girl. he loves you. and yea you have every right to dislike her. but he loves you for you and sees everything he wants to in you. that's why he's with you.

and about his mom. if she's old fashioned it'll take her a while. it took a good 2 years for my mom to warm up to amber. and they're married.

and about your babysitter. i know you're pain. i had a babysitter from i was 8months till i was about 12. but she moved to bloomington. and i get to hear about her problems with her g/f (she's gay), and her animals and things. and she comes up for family functions, like ben's wedding and adam's eagle. but she was my best friend when i was little. she was all i knew. i didn't know my parents when i was little. they weren't around. i knew her. and i miss her. and it hurts me to see her growing old. but we all grow up. we all change and life is what it is. i don't talk to her. ever. and i should. but i never actually get around to it. it'll be alright. and i know you don't consider me your best friend much anymore, but i still love you, and you can always talk to me. promise.

<3 <3 i'll see you at johnny's benefit show.