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[thesaltedsped]

so

guys

i relapsed

:( :(

i accidentally

god

i feel so sick
so dirty
:( uncooth

i was washing dishes
i had fasted for a month (felt that way lol)

then when i was running the garbage disposal...

:(

i want to throw up
but that's not ana
that's a sickness

so
fat

:(

today i had:

a cracker
a pineapple slice (with LO FAT mayo)
diaherra (gross lol)

thinspiration of the week:

(famous AP News photo of screaming, crying children leaving a freshly-napalmed Vietnamese village)

god
the girl in the middle
i wish i had her physique

well, guess i'd better go

stay thin all you lovely people
:)