spiritual gifts

May 05, 2009 15:30

 recently alot of things had been happening around been, towards the spiritual realm
today when we, team 3 come together to pray together, i suddenly felt as if God was
speaking to me to pray about financial but i hesitated and there were rejection in me
because i was afraid to do so. to my surprise Elvis actually prayed abt it next, exactly
what God wants me to pray about. i was really disappointed in myself as to why i
reject it so much. is it becos i dont love God that much?
or i dun even have a relationship wifh Him?
that day when we were doing practical lesson on praying for people and God
gave a word to the one praying to tell the other who was being prayed on.
but i did not hear anything at all. WHY?
and Pastor Meng talks about it today that one of the reason when people
cant hear anything from God is becos they dont have a relationship with God
is it because i dont have the spiritual gift ?
i been praying this few night for the gift to come upon me
i really hope its becos of my fear and not becos
i dont have the relationship with God that caused me not to hear from Him.
tml morning is prophesy practical lesson, this time i really hope i can
experience God telling me and be able to respond.
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