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Oct 06, 2006 08:49

So it's my midterms.
And can I say, I've never felt the kind of stress I'm feeling now. It pounds and rips at my heart and chest relentlessly and does not allow me to sleep in the mornings. I'm constantly fretting about the work I need to do yet no matter how much I do, it never ends.
Studying makes me scared. Looking at rubrics makes me even more scared.

So much more is at stake here and I don't know if I can pull through.

People tell me, "Don't worry, you can do it. Just have confidence."
Sorry people, but that's not how it works.

It makes me wonder,if this is how I have to constantly feel, I might as well drop out now.
Maybe my mom was right. Maybe I have come to regret some things. Though I wish I didn't.

The only thing holding me up and supporting me right now is 522. And Paul's room.
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