the ball is rolling
Yes, I've realized now that the figurative ball has started to roll. The wheels are starting to turn, the red button has been pressed, and the list goes on with whatever other analogies you can think of. July is slowly (but quickly?) ebbing away from me and the two months that seemed to be plenty of time has now become the two months of "so much to do yet so little time".
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
It seems like such a waste to me.
Shouldn't I be somewhere? Shouldn't I be with someone? Shouldn't I be doing something valuable and worthwhile?
Shouldn't I be doing SOMETHING?!
It all seems so lost now. I love hanging out with my friends and all but I yearn to travel, to see places that I've only seen in pictures and to do things that I've daydreamed about while in class through the dreadful school year. And now that the school year is finally done, you'd think I would've taken action.
Fuck. I really need to get off my ass.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
It seems like such a waste to me.
Shouldn't I be somewhere? Shouldn't I be with someone? Shouldn't I be doing something valuable and worthwhile?
Shouldn't I be doing SOMETHING?!
It all seems so lost now. I love hanging out with my friends and all but I yearn to travel, to see places that I've only seen in pictures and to do things that I've daydreamed about while in class through the dreadful school year. And now that the school year is finally done, you'd think I would've taken action.
Fuck. I really need to get off my ass.