la bon easter
Maybe it's just me but everything this year seems so... simple.
The events that I do every year are usually filled with excitement of the unpredictable as I get older but this year it seems so simple.
I'm not necessarily saying that "simple" is bad but it gets a bit boring and disappointing at times.
Maybe it's because I'm playing a bigger part in youth council this year. So much time and effort goes into planning and executing that before I know it, the event is done and I feel as if I haven't reaped all the benefits that I could have during it.
I really do love working with my council and with Janet but maybe my life is being too absorbed into it. Or maybe I'm just absorbing too much of it into my life. It goes either way I guess.
Auy vey
On the upside, I got into McGill ! Now would probably be the time where I should sit down and seriously think about where I want to be next year but I just can't seem to decide! WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?! I have all these great schools beckoning me to come join them but I can't fucking decide where to fucking go! ARGH! I can tell that I sound incredibly selfish and ungrateful for stating my problem when some people have trouble even getting into university, but can I help it if that's not my problem? NO! Okay, for those of you with that problem, you can hate me now (if anyone even reads this).
OR
*sigh* I must make up my mind soon. Montreal or Kingston? GIVE ME A SIGN !
The events that I do every year are usually filled with excitement of the unpredictable as I get older but this year it seems so simple.
I'm not necessarily saying that "simple" is bad but it gets a bit boring and disappointing at times.
Maybe it's because I'm playing a bigger part in youth council this year. So much time and effort goes into planning and executing that before I know it, the event is done and I feel as if I haven't reaped all the benefits that I could have during it.
I really do love working with my council and with Janet but maybe my life is being too absorbed into it. Or maybe I'm just absorbing too much of it into my life. It goes either way I guess.
Auy vey
On the upside, I got into McGill ! Now would probably be the time where I should sit down and seriously think about where I want to be next year but I just can't seem to decide! WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?! I have all these great schools beckoning me to come join them but I can't fucking decide where to fucking go! ARGH! I can tell that I sound incredibly selfish and ungrateful for stating my problem when some people have trouble even getting into university, but can I help it if that's not my problem? NO! Okay, for those of you with that problem, you can hate me now (if anyone even reads this).
OR
*sigh* I must make up my mind soon. Montreal or Kingston? GIVE ME A SIGN !