(no subject)
sometimes your mind takes an unexpected turn and carries you back to something that you are not ready to revisit yet. so you sit there and you wonder about what could have been different, and what could have been saved. but at the same time you wonder why after so much time something carries you back to that one day?
so as i sit here
everything around turns into nothing
as if a blackhole just formed around you
sucking up all that constitutes reality
and all that you hold dear....
and then i am left there with nothing to hold onto
as if drowning in my own uncertainty
this is probably the worst yet,
i don't even know if i can hold out to see the rest.
i'm sure that noone at this point knows what the hell im talking about.
so if you're reading this.... well then just ignore it.
so as i sit here
everything around turns into nothing
as if a blackhole just formed around you
sucking up all that constitutes reality
and all that you hold dear....
and then i am left there with nothing to hold onto
as if drowning in my own uncertainty
this is probably the worst yet,
i don't even know if i can hold out to see the rest.
i'm sure that noone at this point knows what the hell im talking about.
so if you're reading this.... well then just ignore it.