Jul 19, 2005 21:33
Is it really fair to judge someone of their past?I dont think it is at all but why is it when it comes to some things i dont really get mad i just so annoyed to the point where i dont even wanna deal with it. I get really moody really easily latly and im not sure why. Ive been trying not to get so mad but sometimes its hard. Idk what to say. Me and Michael are good its just that we fight sometimes and i hate it when it happens. Its not even that it happens alot i mean sometimes yeah ofcourse every couple goes through it but like we fight over stupid things. I love him and thats all that matters to me. I know he loves me too so sometimes i get confused because its like if we both love each other this much and want to be together for a long time then why do we fight?We always get through it thats what i love about it. We've been through alot since we've been together and no matter what we always get through it. Relationships are hard and even suck at times, but through all of that i know i wouldnt trade a minute wiht him for anything even if we are fighting.Even when we fight theres times where we both just start laughing because deep down we both realize this is stupid. It makes me mad sometimes but yet i cant really stay mad because just seeing him smile makes me smile too. He means so much to me and although there are things about his past that i dont really like, i still love him more than anything. I guess its true what they say..
" Love isnt finding that perfect person,
Its about seeing and imperfect person perfectly.."
Things will get easier as time goes on and im sure that in the future there will be harder things that are going to come up but im sure we'll get through it as always. Ill never give up on what we have and its nice knowing he feels the same way. I love him more than anything..
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