Lots, and I mean LOTS of changes in the past couple months.
Well, once again it has been approximately 2 months since I have posted and alot has changed. I'm 19 now, my birthday was on the 30th of September, and I'm still doin the school and work thing. People still come and go from my workplace, but thats to be expected. The biggest change, however, happened in the past few weeks. The relationship with Christina ended up not working out, so we broke up (well, I was the one who actually put it into words, she kinda lead me into doing that). It happened on the third, and I originally intended on us getting back together, but she's moved on, with a new boyfriend and everything, and though it took some time to get over the shock, I have too. We're still friends and all, which is good, but we will no longer be going out on dates, probably not ever again. But not all hope is lost, for I have left the darkness of the pain and been in high spirits for the past three days, something that I'm glad to say I was finally able to get to. It feels SO much better to be out of that short rut that I let myself fall into, so much better to blow away all of those lingering feelings and hurtful emotions. And there's some more good news to this too, there may even be another girl in my life very soon, provided that she accepts my invite to come see a movie and have dinner with me tomorrow night :). I must admit that I'm a bit nervous about it, I have no idea whether or not she's seeing someone and even if she's not I dont know if she'll accept. Still, no matter what happens, I'll keep my head held high, and if things turn out well I may be posting again VERY soon. Well, until the next time, so long and thanks for all the fish.