Dont know....
One of my favorite songs has been playing in my head lately, its by Stone Temple Pilots and its called "Trippin' on a hole in a paper heart" I dont know why I love this song so much, maybe its because I grew up listening to STP, and they are one of my favorite bands... This isnt the song, I just thought this up in my mentally-retarded drunk-ass state of mind, who even drinks on a wednesday night... besides problematic people...
Your in a spot inside my mind, but I want to bring you down into the empty hole in my heart, square peg inside the square hole, a perfect fit, the right combination. If only you could see what boils up inside of me, to know the truth behind my eyes. I wouldn't know what to say if one day we ever came face-to-face, but im sure energy will be put in those words' place, making all the right choices even though its tough to think about what could happen, if anything would happen, between the two of us...
God Damn I suck at life...
For those of you wondering, heres the lyrics to that song i was talkin about:
Don’t cut out my paper heart, I ain’t dyin’ anyway
Take a look at eye full towers
Never trust them dirty liars
Sippin’ lemon yellow booze `ole’ leadbelly sings the blues
All dressed up on wedding day keep on trippin’ anyway
I am I am I said I’m not myself, but I’m not dead and I’m not for sale
So keep your bankroll lottery eat your salad day deathbed motorcade
Fake the heat and scratch the itch
Skinned up knees and salty lips
I’ll breathe your life vicks vapor life
And when you binge I purge alike
Let go it’s harder holding on
One more trip and I’ll be gone
So keep your head up
Keep it on, just a whisper I’ll be gone
Take a breath and make it big
It’s the last you’ll ever get
Break your neck with diamond noose
It’s the last you’ll ever choose
I am I am I said I’m not myself, but I’m not dead and I’m not for sale
Hold me closer, closer let me go let me be just let me be
Your in a spot inside my mind, but I want to bring you down into the empty hole in my heart, square peg inside the square hole, a perfect fit, the right combination. If only you could see what boils up inside of me, to know the truth behind my eyes. I wouldn't know what to say if one day we ever came face-to-face, but im sure energy will be put in those words' place, making all the right choices even though its tough to think about what could happen, if anything would happen, between the two of us...
God Damn I suck at life...
For those of you wondering, heres the lyrics to that song i was talkin about:
Don’t cut out my paper heart, I ain’t dyin’ anyway
Take a look at eye full towers
Never trust them dirty liars
Sippin’ lemon yellow booze `ole’ leadbelly sings the blues
All dressed up on wedding day keep on trippin’ anyway
I am I am I said I’m not myself, but I’m not dead and I’m not for sale
So keep your bankroll lottery eat your salad day deathbed motorcade
Fake the heat and scratch the itch
Skinned up knees and salty lips
I’ll breathe your life vicks vapor life
And when you binge I purge alike
Let go it’s harder holding on
One more trip and I’ll be gone
So keep your head up
Keep it on, just a whisper I’ll be gone
Take a breath and make it big
It’s the last you’ll ever get
Break your neck with diamond noose
It’s the last you’ll ever choose
I am I am I said I’m not myself, but I’m not dead and I’m not for sale
Hold me closer, closer let me go let me be just let me be