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when i want to update, i feel like i go over board. i don't want to be such an open book. maybe i don't want you to know what i'm up to. maybe i don't want a history for people to look back on and point towards. maybe i want to be a secret ninja and leave no record of my past...
...but part of me wants to become that historic remnant. part of me wants to be that modern day fairy tale with elves, kings, and evil witches. part of me wants to turn every day life into a novel that everybody would want to read.
i refuse to follow the humdrum of a placid life. i refuse to be diverted into a world of apathetic passivity...
if i had the capability to write, to tell you what my life was really like, i probably would. to put it into flowery words would be better.... for i am but a mere gypsy in love with a king.
...but part of me wants to become that historic remnant. part of me wants to be that modern day fairy tale with elves, kings, and evil witches. part of me wants to turn every day life into a novel that everybody would want to read.
i refuse to follow the humdrum of a placid life. i refuse to be diverted into a world of apathetic passivity...
if i had the capability to write, to tell you what my life was really like, i probably would. to put it into flowery words would be better.... for i am but a mere gypsy in love with a king.