Sep 14, 2005 22:01
my boyfriend is amazingly sweet, but i feel that we have reached that point where this is how its going to be. we have a great time together, but im used to when i like someone being able to talk to them hours upon end, and mike an di run out of things to say. my exbf told me that i cant compare what i have with mike to what i had with him, which made me upset cuz he has alota nerve. i wish we had more things to talk about, or rather more things in common. not to say that he doesnt like my music, cuz he does, he just listen to thinngs and is like yea ok, i like it, but i never know if he means it cuz i think he doesnt want to make me mad or something? we talk about things, but its hardly things that matter, like what do u want to do with the rest of your life, what do you beleive in. he talks about his family with me, i'm not sure, but id like to think that if he had a serious problem with something he would tell me. he doenst have a problem with any of our relationship, he sees everything as " i want to hold you and when i cant i get upset"
i wish there were more night i couldnt sleep becuz i was so "in love"
girlygirlygirlness