Hey guys :)
Well, I've got another day of revising ahead of me but I don't even mind because it'll all be over for a while by lunch time tomorrow! I'm actually still feeling quite confident about this exam which is strange because I'm usually feeling nervous by this point. I don't know, I just feel like this exam is much easier than the one I did
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I feel like a major part is John's role in the matter. John and Sam clashed big time, and I think for Sam's sanity and freedom he left. We are told pretty much that he wouldn't have replied to Dean's texts or anything but I wonder if that is more guilt than anything. Sometimes you have to cut everything off to start again even if it isn't something you always want to do, and we see how easily Sam falls back into the life and codependency with his brother. It's kind of tragic how much Sam felt he had a mind of his own (asylum ep) and almost did, but in the end he pretty much loses it and lives for his brother. Okay, that changes a bit in season 4 when his desire for strength overwhelmed him, but it stemmed from the weakness and vulnerability that Ruby manage to draw out of him after Dean died.
Oh and I imagine Sam realising his feeling when he got older but his memories in Heaven were probably around 12-15 years old I can't quite remember. It also depends on whether Heaven was playing with the memories to mess with Dean into saying "yes". That episode makes me question if what they saw was natural or fixed.
Taking a break. If you want to discuss anything else you can always message me or something.
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I think Sam realised it when he was a bit older too, and I'd definitely wondered about whether Zachariah had messed around with their Heaven (the whole thing with Mary in that episode always made me think that.)
How did your exam go today?
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Yeah, I think in hindsight Sam understands, but living in the moment is different.
Badly. I'm terrible at study and exams.
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Aww, I'm sorry to hear that it didn't go so well - I hope your next one goes better (that's tomorrow, right?)
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