life
recently ive descovered a new hatered for life. after all that has happend i wish i had never exsisted. then maybe every ones life would be better off. sometimes i think to myself what a life ive lead so far. the people who loved me at one point who know hate me. the people ive recently met who love me but could come to hate me also. i guess im just good at pissing people off. the one thing that makes me happy is band sadly enough. i only hope that my life can get better and that after the next couple of weeks things return to normal and i no of a couple of people things will never be alright with and at this point im fine with that because some people deserve to be hated.